Artistic statement
From Thought to Sound
I think of composition and performance as two parts of the same process: the transformation of an internal idea into something that can be heard and experienced by another person. My music often begins with the thoughts and moods moving through my mind. I tend to compose in a stream-of-consciousness manner, allowing ideas to develop, interrupt one another, transform, and return as my attention and emotions shift. Playfulness can border on sarcasm or irony; melancholy can deepen into brooding intensity before giving way to something unexpectedly whimsical or joyful. Rather than separating these contrasts, I am interested in finding ways for them to coexist within a musical whole.
For me, writing the notes is only part of realizing an idea. Virtuosity, voicing, interpretation, and sustained technical effort give performers the freedom to communicate what lies beneath them. I value technique not simply as an achievement in itself, but as a means of reaching greater expressive precision: the more completely I can command an instrument, the more faithfully I can communicate a musical thought.
This is why I am drawn equally to composition and performance. A composer can imagine and notate a musical world, but a performer gives that world immediacy, individuality, and physical presence. Composer and performer therefore depend on one another to complete the journey from thought to sound.
I want to inhabit both sides of that relationship. Composing allows me to give form to ideas that originate within my own mind; performing challenges me to understand how musical ideas—both my own and those of other composers—can be communicated with conviction. By pursuing both, I hope to understand that entire process more deeply and to express musical ideas with as much clarity, intensity, and individuality as I can.
